This will be part journal, part biography, part philosophy. It will however fill in the blanks for others on the my life, the last 62 years at this point that have shaped and reshaped my view of the world.
Baby it's cold outside
Living in Winnipeg in the winter has always been a challenge. I don't enjoy the temperatures below -10°C and would prefer summer all year round. But, here I am nonetheless. Today for instance, it is -35°C wind chill. so I decided not to go out unless I really need to buy food, a block and a half away.Being born here in the midst of winter (December 29, 1950), it is the perfect irony. My early years, like my life now were harsh. I persevere with as much dignity and aplomb as I can muster, but privately, it is not enough. I may convince others but I cannot fool myself. And though difficult, I recognise that I am still relatively fortunate when mirrored against many in this world who face much worse difficulty and suffering.
But for me it is keeping the flame of personal hope flickering that is foremost in my mind.
To see my journey through life, it is important to realize I like many have made there way through a barren landscape, with oases of happiness, in an effort to find final peace. You will find that here: gems amidst the rubble. More and more people however are now seeing the rubble being created by the greed, inhumanity and violence of a few who are never satisfied. Those who have more; who must have everything; and yet do not know why.
Enough is as good as a feast
Against this backdrop, so many like myself are seeking to find enough for a life of comfort - not excesses. In truth, I find that the more possessions, the more there is to keep track of and more of my life must be consumed doing just that. I'm not being pretentiously noble. I would love to have riches and every desire fulfilled but not at the cost of worrying about my "possessions" and losing my humanity.
